i'm tired. as soon as i finish my math i'm going to sleep.

mom and dad just left for the hospital because...joanna might not make it.
what's the point of all the effort, and all the money, and all the care, and the doctors and the skills if the little girl is just going to die? what's the god damned point of it all? argh!

ok, so i was going on a walk and i told dad i was going. he said, "sure, i'll go with you" so i thought, "great, we can talk and stuff" so anyway we were in the attic (dan and dad and me) downloading the LOTR trailer, just for fun. and then sarah called upstairs in the middle of the matrix trailer, and dad told her she could come on the walk. and i ( Read more... )

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i like cinnamints.

i'm so addicted.
i'm nervous, and i'm getting really jittery. it's only 11am.
it really does hurt. it's painful. this weekend is really going to suck. argargarg. ><
hmmmm. at least i'm getting some work done on my collage.
but... *sigh*

blind to your gaze
resistant to your touch
cold to your love
deaf to your whispers
quiet to your urge
unwanting of you

had this swimming in my head all day, so i wrote it down. ..typed it, whatever

i feel happy today. or content at least. and it's good to have a reason and know what that reason is. ^_^

A lover finds his mistress asleep on a mossy bank; he wishes to catch a glimpse of her fair face without waking her. He steals softly over the grass, careful not to make a sound; he pauses- fancying she has stirred: he withraws: not for the worlds would he be seen. All is still: he again advances: he bends above her; a light veil rests on her ( Read more... )

make me a witness
take me out- out of darkness
out of doubt

will we burn in heaven
like we do down here
will the change come while we're waiting
everyone is waiting