What is it about me that turns people off? guys specifically? There is something about me that noone has told me about that turns men off to/from? me and i can't figure out what it is. and yes, there is something about me because for some reason guys refuse to look at me if they don't know me and even some who know me don't look at me either. and i ( Read more... )

WOW! teh arts.

Keep your hat on, stranger ( Read more... )

Okay, so. this is most of a speech i gave today in speech class. it's really about keeping things in perspective and realizing that some things in life are more important than others. but i thought i'd post it because it's a good summary of what i felt that day.

This past summer was a very busy one for my family. However, all of the events and ( Read more... )

Is it really so fucking hard for her to just hang up the phone? she's so fucking annoying, and then dad gets all pissed off and self-righteous thinking he's saving her from my wrath or some shit, because i go in there and tell her not to always ask who it is on the phone and cut in on my conversations and then he says i always speak so fucking ( Read more... )

Happiness a luxury,
Selfishness necessity;
Older women,
Younger girls
only permitted
to scrape the floors;
Force your own
Into a shed,
A tiny box,
one made of lead,
heavy, crusted,
molded shut;
Safe from secrets,
whispers in the dark.

Sometimes the flowers hit the floor
with a thud but usually they fall lightly
without announcement or recognition
Unhappy girls of childhood lost
Broken laughter nervous and strained
marks the beginning of new emotion
kills the beating of a new heart but
gives a boy new life.

Alright so, I think it's safe to say i haven't updated this in around a year or more.. i should check my friends list, i best i was booted off of most of other peoples'. well that's okay. i'll probably give the link to some of my other friends anyway, real life ones even o_o wow. i should go check everyones.. see what everyone's up to. only talked ( Read more... )

well i don't really write in this much anymore. i don't do a lot of things anymore really- i haven't been on IRC for a month or so. i guess i've found somewhere to rant that gives me comfort and advice back, so that's what i've been doing instead ( Read more... )

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