Here we go again. I'm back where I was at 16, 17, 18..just not as impulsive and stupid. I successfully won back the man of my 2 1/5 year dreams, and in the beginning it was everything I'd hoped..in fact it consistently remained everything I'd hoped, everything I'd longed for. Can you imagine getting what you want after crying, praying, and pleading ( Read more... )

"And she looks me in the eye and
says, Would you prefer the easy way?
No? Well, okay then, don't cry."

Why does long distance have to be so hard for me? I love the man, yet feel as if I'm staring down the gun barrel to three more years of this. Oh the catch 22's of my life, you suck.

"Baby, lay your head in my lap one more time
tell me you belong to me,
Baby, say that's it's all gunna be all right,
I believe that it isn't."

the feeling and act of being in love is something i have always deemed as completely foreign and intangible. i was wrong.

I was locked into being my mother's daughter, just eating bread and drinking water
thinking nothing ever changes, and I was shocked.

Sitting in the darkness of my room with only my wits and ambition for better endeavors, I realized that i was right, and that gift was completely inappropriate ( Read more... )

i got a 5 on my psych ap exam!!!!!
i'm so so so relieved and excited.

and when i really need you, you're not there.

i am done with junior year.
done!

today, i am 18.
what a glorious day!