I won't let you close enough to hurt me ( Read more... )

She, she ain't real ( Read more... )

The scars of your love remind me of us! The scars of your love; they leave me breathless!
We could of had it all!

Live Adele for putting my feelings into a song!!!!!!

I know it shouldn't make me angry but it does. How could she do that in front of me?! I know she's with her but do you have to nibble her ear *wretch wretch* whilst I'm sat here ( Read more... )

Have you ever thought that perhaps I'm not the girl you remember?! Don't treat me like you know me... I'm not her anymore ( Read more... )

Well wasn't this just the best day/weekend ever!!! not! I worked 07:00-16:00 Saturday which wasn't too bad; it's what happened afterwards that turned my day bad ( Read more... )

I need a plan of action! There are so many things I have to sort out ( Read more... )

Been in a downer most evenings but am also in quite a good mood whilst at work. I think Lesley opened up to me a little during the week which is good. I know she finds it hard to open up to people (or at least that's the way it appears) so her telling me about how she was feeling is a real improvement. I hope her family are coping ok. They all seem ( Read more... )

Met Nat tonight for a bit and it was fun. We were watching recordings from the old days and it was all dark and I just wanted to lean over and kiss her. U should have done it really... pretty sure she wouldn't have pulled away and enjoyed it but I got scared like I usually do.
There's always next time I suppose. 

In a weird mood again tonight. Feel like I'm missing something, someone? I miss the naughtiness I can have with people... But do I miss the intimacy.. The having somebody to cuddle when the day is out. I love the odd occasion when I wake up halfway through the night and have somebody who loves me to snuggle up to ( Read more... )