it's been a long time since i have written in here....incase anyone ever see's this or if i look back at this i have decided to update this stupid website on my life ( Read more... )

it has been a while, but i almost feel the same still...but farther away from who i was, closer to something else. oh but i am in love stil, this love has lasted, how do we measure it? how can i show you how i miss you still, so much more than yesterday. being in your presence, next to you. you even held my head in your hands, when i cried. oh ( Read more... )

i feel so delicate and small...breakable....i feel alone and tired and sick. i feel like rain slowly washing down the window. where are you to hold me like you did? i didn't want to cry myself to sleep so i lied to myself and said that i was strong and needed to be strong for him...but when i wake up i could only think about the hole in my own ( Read more... )

you are the object of my affection.

it was like a movie.

i love you.

it feels like we could last forever

just reassure me...please

i'm sorry if my fragile heart is hard to hear...but i've been working at this and something happened where i just broke down. don't be alarmed. it's only because i care for you so much more than i care for anything else it seems. my feelings continue to grow stronger for you and with that comes other things...this distance between us is only ( Read more... )

i am alone. i am an artist...a work in project. i draw the outline of your frame and watch it surround me...can we get away from lies lover? oh how i wonder why i am this way. you are gorgeous...maybe it's better that you don't believe you are though...but you are. oh how rare and serene you are...like something i've never known, something far away ( Read more... )

i'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you ( Read more... )

i miss you. i'm lost without you. i'm in love with you. why am i here? why are you there? i hurt to be by your side, in the path of your eyes....the embrace of your arms. you are mine and i am yours, secretly of course....but i guess it isn't a secret ( Read more... )

sometimes i get so lonely i could ( Read more... )

i don't wanna know about her....what you did, how you were happy

i don't wanna know how pretty she is, or how she makes you feel

i don't want to fall asleep sad.

now i hate you too...look what you did

just hang up on me again.