well, yesterday confirms it ( Read more... )

okay so maybe ill have to re-introduce myself to some of this crazy lj world for you to understand the context of this stuff. i'll keep that in mind when im blabbing ( Read more... )

its been a long time, ehy? china blocked livejournal and it was a pain in the ass. wasnt feeling the blogness. recently someone who once read my blog facebook friended me and reminded me that this thing existed. so i guess i decided to give it a go and see if anyone still has me somewhere i their radar. i doubt it though. anyway ( Read more... )

so im leaving for quite some time in 43 hours. theres so much i want to squeeze into my life. every day the list gets bigger. i want to move to argentina for a few months just to learn to tango like a pro. i want to move to israel and learn my tongue. i want to farm and feel connected to land. i want to roadtrip america and meet people to have some ( Read more... )

i cant sleep because i have too much stuff to do before i leave and my brain wont shut off, so i figured if i made a list i would be able to rest, assured-i have a list ( Read more... )

i feel like im waiting for a perfectly composed letter ( Read more... )

i justgot beat up a bit by bobby lancto.
it was for a film
but i didnt expect it at all.

and it brings up all kinds of emotions and thoughts.

ugh. i hate that this is turning into this, but i have to get it out somewhere you know? i cant just keep composing letters and not sending the and never expressing myself ( Read more... )

not that it matters ( Read more... )

ive been thinking lately ( Read more... )