it's the weekend and i'm bored...how unfair is that? i'll have a better update later i just felt like informing all of you!

adios

I got through my first week out of eight very long weeks of summer day camp. Hopefully all the weeks won't go by as slow as this week has. If they do I think I would shoot myself. I am working with the little reds or better known as the kindergartner's. Hope (the other girl I work with) and I love these kids, they are SO good and they listen to ( Read more... )

I just took the ACT and I'm fucking tired ( Read more... )

I'm going to actually give a real update this time! Yey for real updates. I just have been waiting for things to settle down with school and such. I more or less quit my job at Hy-Vee and I have an interview at Stuff Etc. tomorrow after school. I really need that job there, I need two jobs to help cover both of the trips I'm going on next year ( Read more... )

I never update anymore...so why start now?

Maybe I'll update in a few days, the weekend after all the graduation parties maybe? Depends on how I'm feeling and if I have pictures to show...or something.

Congratulations Carrie Underwood (sp?), our 4th American Idol!

peace bitches!

this blows, why can't anyone ever just let me be happy or at least be happy for me ( Read more... )

fuck i am tired...i have only gotten 5 hours of sleep.

i'm going back to bed...after i read 300 pages of for whom the bell tolls

adios

i've been in a pretty good mood this week. not everything has gone perfectly but most things have been going the right way. the ap government essay was easy as fuck especially since i haven't picked up the book for a good month. we started the soap lab in chemistry and our class is doing really well and i just had an investor sign $1500 to us ( Read more... )

what the fuck does everyone want from me all the time? i don't understand, it's like i constantly am never good enough for anyone or something.

i'm always fucking up something and it seems like i'm never happy.

sometimes i'm happy for a second and it get's taken away...i'm never happy.

please just let me be happy for more than a second, please

blah i got off of work and now i'm tired. i really want to go to sleep but i need to read some for english otherwise i'll never get my 500 page book done for my lit. circle. of course i picked the longest one with the smallest words. oh well that's what i get for liking books and already reading half of the ones he picked for us ( Read more... )