my parents are fucking retarded, that's all i have to say.

since they are fucking retarded and yelled at me for an hour i have just NOW completed half of my homework i have to have done for tomorrow. terrific. plus i have no idea what i'm doing in math so i have to get up early to go get help tomorrow morning.

i'm fucking ticked argh.

holy fuck i didn't get home last night until 5:30 in the morning and now i'm actually up and yeah i feel kind of like shit but oh well it was way worth it, i had a sweetass time.

unfortunately i have to work at 3 and i don't know if i'll be able to but there really is no choice.

i think i'm going to go shower and maybe that will help.

adios.

second post i know but i am pathetic plus i'm sad.

it always seems like i am never good enough for someone...something is always wrong with me.

why the fuck can't people just get over the tiny fucking flaws.

i'm pissed so now i'm leaving and going to bed.

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my new word

fungry--definition--when one is "fucking hungry"

i enjoy it greatly and am going to start using it from now on.

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