We talked about Buddhism in my philosophy class today. It's a pretty amazing religion. And I couldn't stop thinking about that dumb saying, cause it just seems so blatantly simple and true, even if people don't realize it. Or if they just don't want to. Pain is definitely inevitable, but it's the person who makes a conscious effort to dwell on ( Read more... )

This seems rather strange, it's been so long ( Read more... )

damnit. if i hadnt slacked off all semester i wouldnt be stuck inside all today reading angry pieces of lesbian literature! son of a bitch. i wanna drown tonight. and not in pseudo-erotic works by anne sexton or gloria anzaldua or any other author i have to have read by monday. im gonna kick my ass.

that motherfucking bitch. our project was the fucking shit. she just cant handle it. that must be it. i hate her a little.

umm....is anyone here NOT turned on by emo boys making out? because i need to know if you aren't cause I just don't understand. I see right through you, don't lie to me.

so very beautiful. oh you crazy, pierced, bearded, beautiful man you.

i feel a little bit hurt, and naive, and idealistic, but most of all just very disappointed. all over nothing. i'm way too emotional.

do you ever feel just really really tired? not just physically, maybe in every way except physically. i feel very safe in my bed. i love it there.

I really don't like this feeling of uncertainty in the pit of my stomach. It hurts and keeps me up at night. I wish I knew that the decisions that I'm making right now are the right ones. I wish I knew that things will turn out for the best. I'm optimistic in the long run, but in a very pessimistic kind of way ( Read more... )

i hate this place so much sometimes it's absurd.

hm...so i think i despise school just a little bit. and for just reasons, these bullshit waste-of-my-life assignments that i must endure to get credit in a class that i didnt even want to take in the first place! wtf. if anyone is more skilled at me in art theory...and actually knows what they're doing, i could use your help. like whoa ( Read more... )