why are we so afraid to leave the lights on?
i know what i look like.

no one said this was gonna be easy.
keep this in mind as life passes you by.
hopefully you are reaping some benefit from this meaningless existence.
know what really matters.
kiss them often.

can we ever go back in time?

my friends make me so happy sometimes.

i was so excited for today, my very first day off work since school ended...and i'm bored. and i'm back here. weird. when i have so much time to fill with nothing of importance to accomplish, stupid things pop in my head. i mean they do at other times to..but now i'm overwhelmed by my pointless thoughts. i hate when no one is around to ramble to. ( Read more... )

I am about to go out of my motherfucking mind. School is such a piece of shit. I am so unbelievably stressed out right now, and pretty sure that I'm going to fail my physics final tomorrow. Why the fuck do I insist on being such a useless piece of shit and making everything so difficult for myself? I never go to class. I never read my books. I ( Read more... )

i miss my piercings:( Being unpierced is so unfortunate.

i want summer right now. eff this school.

I was standing in the union today, right outside of the co-op, waiting for glendon to pee, and i saw the most beautiful little emo boy. I became infatuated with him and his very very tight girl pants. He had on a blazer and he was in the middle of the co-op, dancing. He made me smile.

Saturday night I was at work. Peter and Sal were talking about random crap cause we were kind of slow at the moment. Peter must have said something to Sal about not being happy with life right now. Sal said you're really not happy? Peter said nope. Sal said how old are you? Peter said 19. Sal said...My God. By the time you're 40 you'll want to ( Read more... )

I don't think I have ever been as tired as I am right now. I came home so I could get some rest, but I keep forcing myself to stay awake so that I can work on my paper. BUT, I haven't even started that shit yet, I'm actually a little afraid of what I would write right now in this condition. I know this paper is gonna be ridiculous, and putting it ( Read more... )

Last night was wonderful...and by wonderful, i mean pretty horrible. I went to work at 4:45. And I've never worked the night shift before, so things were a little different. I messed up about 50 orders, I exploded a jug of cherry juice on me...and a chocolate milkshake, the non-manager kid yelled at me on about 10 occaisions, and half the time I ( Read more... )