I feel like - especially now- that i am never going to get a break. and if i don't i am going to go crazy.

this week better not totally suck.

I'm not so sure I'm cut out for this mother thing. At least not a non sleeping mother...but i guess it comes with the territory. Gotta go, crying Gavin.

Ugh, is this shit over yet? i mean, not that i will have ANY idea what to do with a baby whatsoever but i would really like to be able to fall asleep again (i only get about 2 hours of sleep at a time if that), not feel absolutely disgusting and be able to wear my wedding ring not around my neck. I've been out of work since monday and i am already ( Read more... )

I wish i could just be happy.

So let me just start off by saying how unbelievably fucked up this country is. If i were to quit my job and sit on my ass the government would pay for my health care. But since I'm a decent human being, am married and work for a living they won't help me with anything ( Read more... )

i am seriously going to go downstairs and beat the lady that lives there and everyone else in the apartment. I have to get up at 4am. How the hell can you start DRILLING in your bedroom at 9 at night???? not that thats really late but dont you think youd be a little more courteous and do it during the DAY???? fucking bitch. i can't wait til we ( Read more... )

I got married today. Not officially but we signed all the paperwork. CRAZY!!!

i realize that it has been a really long time since i've done this but i've really been needing to. so dan and i have been engaged since july, we got a place in november, and concieved a child at the end of december. yeah, i'm pregnant. i wasnt sure what to do at first but i would really regret it if i didnt have it, so i decided that i'm gonna ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i've written anything of meaning in here so here is an attempt ( Read more... )