I can’t wait until I can move to japan.
i really want to have 2 years of japanese but i think i might leave this summer.
it just not working out here for me anymore.

tomorrow is my hearing with the board. guhhhh please don't let me get kicked out of the dorms because if i do i will have no where to live. :(.

i dress nice every day and he is the only one that doesn't notice.

i'm sorry, i just don't feel that way about you.
i'm sorry, i just don't feel that way about anyone anymore.

for the longest time i wanted to go crazy just because it seemed that being crazy would allow me to be less blind.
i was wrong about that.

mi hermana is home, but we are both moving out on friday haha ( Read more... )

i just ate pasta that had meat in it. except i just didn't eat the meat. this is very weird for me though because before i would never eat anything that even touched meat, but it just looks soooo good and hell yeah it was ( Read more... )

so last night i decided to lurk up some friends from elementry school on myspace since i moved in the 6th grade to a different district i haven't seen any of the people i knew from my younger days, since well my younger days. anyways hahaha my best friend then is married now! whhhat the fuck it was a weird thing to find out. also there was this ( Read more... )

thanks to the people who actually called to see if i was okay.
it's nice to know people actually care about me unlike a lot of people that i always was there for.
don't give me any bullshit like i didn't know anything was wrong. most of you read the bulletin.

can i just say fuck being awake right now.
i went to sleep after 8am.
i should be studying.
goddammit.
fuck.
hate.
stress.
worry.


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