Life is full of too many fkn coincidences..its ridiculous. But ya I am moving on from livejournal. haha its from bak in the day and these memories I have in here r mostly bullshit and a bunch of waste of time I had goin on bak in HS.I'm probably gettin a facebook and still have gay ass myspace. but ya...I just want sum1 to know that u say the same ( Read more... )

So hows every1 doin? Hurricane blowed but I wasnt here for most of the after affects got the hell out while I had the chance...so im goin to UNF...And am leavin soon, I havent really thought about it...but w/e p-no n 99.9 percent of the ppl still in it are part of the past. Im glad deniz and scarlett r doin fine i love them very much! And arthur... ( Read more... )

I got into an axident today...which really sucks since its a new acura rsx...and I had that VW for almost a year and barely nothing happened to it...go figure. Im kinda bummed cuz I gotta work evtra hard to get it fixed asap, but one thing that made me glad is that my mom and ryne are there for me when I need them...now I realized why its going to ( Read more... )

I feel knots in my stomach.really weird. Like something is goin on with someone thats close to me but isn't Idk.Idk. Hmmf wish I knew so this feelin could go away. I miss some1 too. someone i never wanted to miss. Also miss Ryne...a lot...soo much...and I'm not even gone yet. :(.

Man 18,000 ppl died in pakistan, towns ruined in guatemala n honduras...and here I am complaining that I'm moving and leaving shitty p-no. Wow thats some fukt up shit, but so typical becuz I'm a selfish homosapian. Wish I could do sumthin to help :( though..

LJ Interests meme results

1. atreyu:
   When I saw em' live it was amazing.
2. boys n girls:
   boys r hawt....and girls can be bitches i swear. but then again so can boys. so its the worldly balance. some r koo. some r not.
3. converge:
   best hardcore band EVERRRRR!!!!
4. evergreen terrace:
   ppl make fun of me becuz I never got to see em' which makes me sad :(. I love ( Read more... )

I'd like to say goodbye to something that was special to me for a period of time. I loved and hated the time spent with it, have memories that are endless with it. That certain thing was there for me thru thick and thin, well most the time. It was my first. And maybe it is just an object but the memories and the flashbacks of the ppl who were there ( Read more... )

sux to know the city i was born in is demolished by that bitch hurricane. life is really too short, to pay attention to negative things that are a waste.

I can't sleep.Its almost 5 am. I slept but then woke up and realized comp was still on. and been awake ever since. I hate lookin back. Like I jus lie there. and think. Sometimes I wish I was heartless or just a person that doesn't give a shit about ne thing. Dammit I jus wana go to sleep. Uggggh. Guitars fun tho. Meh. Nite i ges....o ya 40 yr old ( Read more... )

I am so confused. I want to just cry my eyes out so I can make some sense of these feelings. Yet I cant find myself to cry for you because all you do is bring me joy. Ugggggggh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF everything I'm against feeling, I FEEL. You lighten my day, you bring me happiness, that no one ( Read more... )