Who would have known that all I needed to finally get over you was to smoke some weed. Last night was the best night of my life. So many feelings wrapped up and let go. It. Felt. Amazing. Pulling into the driveway with No Doubt's "Don't speak" playing just made me finally let go. It keeps replaying in my head and making me smile ( Read more... )

Another chance was given to you and again you blew it. You already have a new girlfriend. I've accepted this. I hope she was all the things I wasn't to you. I hope she's what you're looking for. I hope you're happy. I know I still need more time to get myself in a better position before I start dating again. I'm not sure how long that will take or ( Read more... )

I never use this thing. But maybe this will help. It's crazy how life changes instantly and without you wanting it too. Mike broke up with me 3 days after Thanksgiving via text. After almost 7 years of dating, you're gone. You're moving to Ohio for a new job and already slept with some girl you met on tumblr years ago. Who is apparently moving in ( Read more... )

One of the worst days of my life. :(

So, work is going pretty good. I sometimes feel like I'm not doing a good job because there are just so many claims that haven't been touched in a long time. But I'm proud that I got the report from 217 pages down to 189. The only down side is that I have to be on the phone most of the day to talk to the insurance companies. Now that one of my co- ( Read more... )

6 more months of school and I can finally start my career! Coding is easy yet very challenging at the same time. Some diagnosis are really easy to code while others (I.E. cesarean of live born male with fetal distress or celphapelvic disproportion) are really difficult. Every week there is drama in the class cause by this one stuck up, rude, know ( Read more... )

So, I think I'm going back to school. I go next week to discuss with the guy about the program. I decided I'm going for Medical Coding/ Billing at the Sanford Brown Institute. He says it's not terribly expensive. Which I hope because I already have a 6 year car loan right now. So, I hope I can get in since there are no jobs out there. And if and ( Read more... )

Random thoughts right now ( Read more... )

So, Mike and I got into a car accident today. We were behind a truck and it was making a right so we slowed down. Then Mike put on his blinker to go left and we were stopped and some young kid in a mustang hit us from behind. I went forward and hit my head on the head rest. It hurt so much. The kid said that there was a glare and he only hit us at ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my last tattoo session. Damn does time fly by. But this should keep me happy until I'm itching to get another. HA HA

On a side note, I need a fucking job. I'm tired of being home and getting yelled at by my parents everyday. Plus, I miss being somewhere for 8 hours 1/2 hours and getting paid and with the economy the way it is... Ugh.