my lifes so fukd up lately i like a guy whose got a wifey ..& only stays cuz of the kid ...i new i should of never fukd with him but it happend ...we like a each other we both light up when we see each other ( Read more... )

I THOUGHT SHIT WAS FINALLY LOOKIN GOOD FOR ME ALL AROUND I THOUGHT I HAD THE PERFECT GUY & APPEARENTLY I WAS WRONG (no doubt i cant ever pick them never could) IM MAD @ HIM ,
WELL I GOT A GOOD JOB I PROLLY WONT STAY AT CUZ OF THE HOURS I HAVE NO  ONE TO WATCH THE KID :(
I GUESS I THOUGHT I WAS GOIN TO HAVE IT ALL FOR ONCE AND IM NOT .....IM JUST ( Read more... )

I CAN MOVE THANK GOD ...TOOK FOREVER BUT IM SO HAPPY

WISH THE VANISHING ONE WOULD RETURN

Well, she was precious like a flower ( Read more... )

WELL I KEEP GOING OVER TXT MESSAGES AND IM'S HE SENT ME TORTURING MYSELF TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT WHY HE WOULD JUST SAY SHIT HE DIDN'T MEAN ? ITS BEGINING TO ANNOY ME ...HE HASN'T TRIED TO CALL OR TXT OR ANYTHING ...WTF IF HE LIKES ME AS MUCH AS HE SAYS HE DID THEN WHY WOULD HE BE LIKE THAT ( Read more... )

ITS BEEN A LONG DECEMBER AND IM GLAD ITS ALMOST OVER ( Read more... )

HAVING A ROUGH LIFE ...WISH IT WOULD JUST END ...I WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH WHAT I THOUGHT WAS A SWEET GUY THAT I COULDN'T BARE TO NOT TALK TO OR WHAT NOT ...I THOUGHT HE FELT THE SAME THEN I GET AN IM FROM SOME BITCH TELLING ME TO CHECK HIS MYSPACE HE HAS A GURL ...WHEN I CHECK THERE IS NO PICS OR ANYTHING THAT WOULD LEAD ME TO BELIEVE HE HAS A ( Read more... )

THERE WAS THAT GUY I WAS TALKING ABOUT ...WELL HE WANTED TO BE WITH ME FED ME THE LINE OF BS MOST MEN FEED WOMEN THEN UP AND VANISHES ....I REALLY WAS BEGINING TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM ...I REALLY WANTED HIM ( Read more... )

and I thought I was happy ...little did I know it would get yanked out from under me ...theres this guy that I like and he likes me or so i think he does ...or atleast he says he does ...well we been kinda doin our thang and then all of a sudden he vanishes outta thin air ...haven't hurd from him in like 4 days and I think its cuz he has a gurl but ( Read more... )

Well I am back in school pursuing my degree like planned getting no help from my sperm doner ....like always ... anyways things have been ok
getting ready to move cuz of some shit ... got cop drama ...there gonna raid my house not cool
more later off to work I go