I still miss you.
I still feel guilty for being here.
I still remember that day.
I still remember talking to you on the phone.
I still remember the sound of your laugh.
I still wish I could hug you right now.

"Your body may be gone, but I'm gonna carry you in
In my head, and in my heart, in my soul."
~Modest Mouse

I just woke up from the greatest dream...

it basically involved puppies, christmas, and warm fuzzy moments...

and oddly enough me wearing some of those silver teeth that rappers typically have.

Well it ended all warm and fuzzy.

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

I LOVE dark chocolate.

I don't feel like I have any future.

any hope.

I feel like there is no point to anything right now.

All I want is Russell's arms around me right now...

I can't even have that.

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN-

I, Lauren Freeman, have this evening recieved a tattoo.

I'm so badass.

Freeman-out.

I'm thinking about getting a tattoo.

Probably a shooting star on my pelvis in the front. I've been looking like mad, but I can't find a design that I like. If anyone has any websites I could browse for ideas it'd be much appreciated.

Arg.

Argitty Arg.

Arg.

I just don't understand why things have to be like this.

As heard in the dining hall:

"Blarg! I saw you plunder that cookie!"

It's national talk like a pirate day you know.

In my intro to Women's Studies class we had a whole class discussion on what we value and devalue in society. We value things like Wisdom, decisiveness, cleverness, athleticism, kindness, ambition, detwrmination, power, assertivess ( Read more... )