i'll be the first to admit i suck as a friend. I've always known it, and I try to tell people. I'll always be there for a friend, but sometimes, i lose track of my roots....i just hang out on teh limb all the time, but i never really bother to look how i got there. I'm always finding new people to add to my little black book, and for some reason, it's never filled. With so many names, i can't keep track. I don't want to keep track. It's a damn mess; scribbles and scratches.
moral of the story: i'm so sorry, Sian. I've never forgotten about you, and never will....never can. It's agreed that i've lost my touch with the whole communication process. My condolences have never been more true... I'll call you sometime, really I will... (oh god, not now though...i'm about to pass out typing this...)
i still love you, Sian. I just hope the feeling is mutual.
oh, sweetie, of course it is mutual. You have captured one of the deepest loves I could ever give to anyone. I was seriously planning and still AM planning on picking out a house that the two of us could share so that I would always have a place to return to as would you and I would always be able to have you in my life. You are the only person I have ever earnestly considered doing that with. You mean the world to me and I hold you very dear... even if you are hard to reach. I could never forget you either, nor will I. You will eternally have my love
oh...you have no idea how much i would absolutely LOVE to live with you now that i pretty much know what i'm doing for a while... i'm going to UW Manitowoc for 2 years and such... so i'll need somewhere to go, cuz i don't know how much longer i can handle my mum... but no pressure...do what you must. besides, until i get my 2nd job, i can't really afford anything right now anyway.... ugh.... how i've really missed you Sian. you complete me. you understand me. (and i don't like it when people understand me...but it's good)
let's talk sometime soon...again, not tonight...lots of sleep needed...but i think i'll call you sometime tomorrow if i fit it in between homework and my job... we'll see...i have ot write a 6 page essay for Wednesday, which i have yet to begin....oh well.. we'll talk soon... love ya.
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I've always known it, and I try to tell people.
I'll always be there for a friend,
but sometimes, i lose track of my roots....i just hang out on teh limb all the time, but i never really bother to look how i got there.
I'm always finding new people to add to my little black book, and for some reason, it's never filled.
With so many names, i can't keep track. I don't want to keep track.
It's a damn mess;
scribbles and scratches.
moral of the story:
i'm so sorry, Sian.
I've never forgotten about you, and never will....never can.
It's agreed that i've lost my touch with the whole communication process. My condolences have never been more true...
I'll call you sometime, really I will...
(oh god, not now though...i'm about to pass out typing this...)
i still love you, Sian.
I just hope the feeling is mutual.
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i'm going to UW Manitowoc for 2 years and such...
so i'll need somewhere to go, cuz i don't know how much longer i can handle my mum...
but no pressure...do what you must.
besides, until i get my 2nd job, i can't really afford anything right now anyway....
ugh....
how i've really missed you Sian. you complete me. you understand me. (and i don't like it when people understand me...but it's good)
let's talk sometime soon...again, not tonight...lots of sleep needed...but i think i'll call you sometime tomorrow if i fit it in between homework and my job...
we'll see...i have ot write a 6 page essay for Wednesday, which i have yet to begin....oh well..
we'll talk soon...
love ya.
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