Last night was beyond ridiculous.. yes thats right

Yeah i'm actually updating with a "hey heres what happened" crappy entry haha. Deal with it <33 ( Read more... )

im lonely and i miss certain people that when i see i get sad cause i just love talking to them and i miss them so much. Im such a loser. Oh my god how do you people stand me? haha. Sometimes it just feels like i have no one. And that is so completely and utterly selfish because i know i have plenty of amazing friends that i can always go to but i ( Read more... )

Today was such a wonderful day haha i wish the whole summer was like this ( Read more... )

yeah that last entry will surely come back to bite me on the ass in some way or another but i will not delete it.. its how i felt at the time and i cant change that. Sorry....

Im sick of havening to walk on fucking eggshells around people cause they cant fucking deal with it when im not even in a bad mood But you know hey whenever you wanna bitch and moan thats fine. Fuck that. Im sick of feeling like i should always feel bad for everything that im not even doing wrong. IM NOT DOING ANYTHING WRONG. And if i am i really ( Read more... )

I dont update anymore... as if u havent noticed haha ( Read more... )

Jen's Party last night was crazy good. Septembrisade is awesome and i love all of those guys to death. Ummm a tad bit of drama as usual but i honestly think at least my part is over for a longgg time. Many good memories from the party but im not feeling wrinting them all right now ( Read more... )

I hate school, and regents, and the fact that i dont study for anythign and i just dont care anymore. Im really glad with the people ive been hanging out with and talking to lately. My friends make my life... its wonderful. And i love how i can be on the same level with people and i can look at them and we just know what eachother is thinking and ( Read more... )

So the beginning of last night i was an asshole.. well not the exact beginning but pretty soon after it. I was tired and felt weird but i decided to get the fuck over myself and just take everything as it comes. It's just not fun being upset and/or angry at anything so im done with it. I love everyone haha.

So i guess we'll never know.. exactly ( Read more... )