IS GOING ON...

So..I should probally reintroduce myself since it has been a while..since I have even been on this thing..to be honest I forgot all about it...well since coming home from IRAQ in AUG. I have been divorced and remarried to a wonderful man named ANDREW SCOTT OLIVER<3. I have known him almost two years now and after the deployment we ( Read more... )

To me it means nothing. I am in Iraq and it doesn't even feel like christmas. Everything seems to be tooken away from us while were here. I dont have much here in the first place. I have to stand watch ..after work and check ID's. and have to sit in full battle rattle ust watchin and waiting . I dont even get enough sleep for anything. oh well ( Read more... )

so I can not wait to go home. my set date is Jan. 18. hm about a month from now. This place is realy making me sick with all the weather changing and everything. my eyes are seeming to burn and I am just tired constantly now of days. I have also bought some things from online a couple a cute things from lip service. Sweaters..but yea I got to drive ( Read more... )

so I am taking leave on the 18 of jan. I am kinda like er about it cause I realy wanna be home around jan 2 but hey there is nothing i can do about it. I hate not having control over my life.I dont think people understand how much we give up to make other people happy. I realy wish ..I could show them in a way knowing i cant they even gets to me ( Read more... )

so life sucks. mainly. but the only good thing is that I will be coming home in Jan. yay. I can not wait. I just wanna be me again. tommorow I have Haji guard. I have to go bang bang to the bad guys.not realy though but it is always a nice thought. I know I haven't written in a while I have just been busy since the elections are going on here in ( Read more... )

yesterday was my day. So I didn't write back..you know I went to the saddest thing today. I had to go to a memorial for the first time...a solider lost his life from a ied..so many bad things happen around him. I realy hope not to go to one again. he left behind 3 kids..and the worst part about it is that he is about to go home you know. got ( Read more... )

so i am getting my mariage annulled..so yea...it's realy hard for me to be going through all this..i realy feel so horrible about everything..i miss my friends..my family..I realy hope everything gets better..i think for the next couple days I am just going to work my ass off on everything that I do...mainly working out for now..on..and only eat ( Read more... )

So okay. i'm in the army. best shape of my life..my legs look great from all the running I do..at least 3 miles a day....my tummy is nice...and my rump is very plump lol ack..it's annoying..so yea..anyways..i am going on a blackhawk..ha! be jealous..how many people do you know can say they have been over baghdad in a blackhawk not many. I am a ( Read more... )

Dear Santa ( Read more... )

Mmm..to be wired once more what would I do..there's this guy on myspace..no names..who I am intrigued about . What to do? Perhaps ride it out. Maybe pounce. Who knows..what I should do ..he doesn't live far from where I live either ..a few miles...I am stupid though..heart always gets broken into two..and tears always seem to fall. Most boys can't ( Read more... )