ive said it before and now i know i am 100% right relastionships ruin frendships. there will be absolutly no more relationships for me for the rest of my life. thanks to my last girlfriend i have found that i was right. fuck all girls fuck relationships fuck love fuck loveing fuck falliong in love fuck everything.

im sorry deanna for being such an asshole to you...stuff thats going on isnt because of you...its all me...im sorry im not a good boyfriend to you...you probly hate me now...and are trying to cut yourself or trying to kill yourself because of me...then when you do im going to have that hanging over me...every time you cry or hurt youself or do ( Read more... )

the longest journy is made by a single step...take it...

You are headed in the right direction...

well today started off as a nice day...i got to see my sweetie this morning which was real nice but then i got to school and yea school just sucks ass...im so glad its just about over 9 days left of school and im done till next year when i go to stark state but i wont mind going there it wont be like high school at all which will be a lil weird but ( Read more... )

your efforts will be rewarded. be patient...

oh yeah prom baby im so excited for it...only one problem right now no ride this sux...but ill live...im seeing if i can find one hopefuly i will kuz i deffs dont want my mom or dad to drive us around that will just suck ass...but i gotta go do sum stuff and get ready for tonight...deanna i love you...

Consentration leads to success...

your life will be happy and peaceful

i need help...but im afraid to talk to people about all my problems...writing in the notebook is helping but its not making the thoughts go away...i want to tell deanna how much i love her wut she means to me wut i feel when im with her...when im with her all this shit seems to disappear. there is a pain that sleeps inside it sleeps with just one ( Read more... )