wow. what a shitty coupla days i have had ( Read more... )

Ok...so there is light at the end of the tunnel ( Read more... )

OK so scratch that last thing about megan liking to hang out with me. I guess no one enjoys my company. I think I'm gonna just get drunk on New Years by myself...She is going to some lesbian party...woohoo...I'm sure she will have a really awesome time and make out with a pretty girl. thats not me. woo ( Read more... )

WOO. So...I broke up with matt. we are taking a break. we got way too serious way too fast and even though I know I love him...we weren't in a healthy relationship. I need to be single and work things out for myself. I hate the way i feel right now...it totally sucks... I can't eat or anything...i ate my first meal today and I just threw up. not ( Read more... )

I figured I would just write in here to express a little emotion...I know its been forever ( Read more... )

WOW. I'm so tired guys...sorry I haven't been posting much :( I;ve just been working alot...HH is great...I love it there....everybody is so much fun. I work there again at 7 am tommorow *gah* but it's gonna be fun :) jessica and I are hangin out with clay from yesterdays tommorow tonite...thats gonna rock too ( Read more... )

A day filled with a WHOLE lot of drama. So bilyl like threatened me and I got really scared...and it was just alot alot alot of shit....GAH I swear I never thought I could go from caring so much to hatin someone ( Read more... )

wow, Im soooo sleepy! this working 2 jobs and doing 2 shows is kicking my ass. Things are a little difficult with billy right now...he thinks Im tryin to be controlling and stuff...and Im not...I just am worried cause thats my nature...he is being really hypocritical...he won't even take the time to understand what Im trying to say...he just gets ( Read more... )

So, last nite was my first nite at huddle house. it was CRAZY. I was there till 4 am cleaning and stuff....I really like the ppl that work there...they are really po-duck and cute...I think I am gonna work like a really late shift and that way I'll never sleep and Ill be a bitch all the time. wait...lol ( Read more... )

guess its time for an update :) SO much has been going on lately...I got the job at huddle house right...well now I have just gotten a job at bellagios too...yah, I'm gonna be busy lol ( Read more... )