As depressed as I am about being alone for the holidays..maybe that is what I need? Or maybe that is what is supposed to happen. Maybe that is my Christmas present. Maybe I do need to be alone. Maybe I need to experience it on my own this year ( Read more... )

Okay so this is exciting! Going to horror nights verryyy soooon in a couple of weeks or so ( Read more... )

Can you say... DRAMA!

Maybe I just began to see someone with different eyes. Maybe for a while I was very blind and refused to accept or see anything else other than what I had expected from someone else and my thoughts were only focused on that person. My thoughts are starting to change. I am no longer just thinking about one thing. Actually, I am hardly even thinking ( Read more... )

Ok so I was played like a fool ( Read more... )

SHE REPLIED BACK TO ME TOO! Awesome this is great.

I am very happy right now.

I cannot believe this. The email actually worked! and she did read it today during work, she just didn't respond to me. Gio told me that when he got home she told him that she had something to show him. and I told him that I knew what it was. He said he did too. I asked him what the outcome of it was and he said it was a positive one and that I was ( Read more... )

I stayed up last night till 6am typing his mother a letter. How funny is that! It took me all night and the letter only ended up to be 2 pages long! For all those hours, I think It should have been longer. But I guess that I did go over it several times during the course and deleting things or changing my words around. I sent it to her email hoping ( Read more... )

Okay so I decided that writing his mom a letter would be the best thing to do. I am going to go ahead and do it. Hopefully the outcome of this doesnt get any worse than what it already is. It can only make us or break us. I am just keeping that in mind.

Just like women, man can be mysterious aswell. It's funny how people and relationships work. Someone that you were so used to. Someone who you spent every minute of your time with and was so much of a part of your life. For you to stand in front of that person one day after not being with them for a certain long period of time and feel as if thats ( Read more... )