who the fuck am i and when does it get easy?

oh yeah, and i never got moving on that journal. that's called "i have too much other crap to do instead of spending time on myself."

hi?

yes, that's right, i have a new journal.

http://swingsonbirches.wordpress.com

i decided to really make a change and go to a different journal provider. heavens to betsy! i found this on google when i searched for blog sites, so wa-la.

i was having this thought earlier today about how sometimes i think of very insightful things but don't bother to write them down. i sort of let things float away, never diving into them head on. i've continued to think about this, and now i am wondering what it was earlier that stopped me from reading a book for a moment. i'm wondering what ( Read more... )

or not! instead, here's an update ( Read more... )

it's not that i don't want to. i'm just having a really hard time with life in general and making excuses for my lack of expression ( Read more... )

i've been feeling really adult and yet very childlike lately. i'm not sure what that's about.

i guess i'm not as scared of things as i used to be. i have kind of accepted that most things aren't going to kill me if they happen. i'll survive.

ohhh ohh ohhh i. i will survive.

yep.

or at least that's how i am referring to my cold/flu/upper respiratory infection/double earache/whatever the hell this is. if you start to feel sick, i highly suggest you start popping vitamins or get an IV of antibiotics or SOMETHING, because it sucks big time. granted, today is the best i have felt because i slept last night more than i have ( Read more... )

getting back at someone for doing you wrong will not make what they did disappear from memory.

all the same, can anyone deny the feeling of satisfaction that occurs when you know that person hurts as much as you?

finally, with those two things in mind, if what goes around comes around, consider the result of either of the previous scenarios.

well, he says "middle-aged". while we wait for our pizza with extra garlic sauce (we love to smell bad), we are going to fill out a survey ( Read more... )

what may be the biggest mistake of your life might also be your greatest success. put your heart on the line and know that loving foolishly is sometimes the best way to love... sometimes, that is the only way a person can.