its going to decide whether i continue with my boyfriend, who ive been going through tough times with, but i love more than anything in the world. he says he loves me too, and i know he does but we're on a break right now so that he can work and get his life together so that he "can have something to offer me," which is a direct quote said not too long ago about two weeks ago actually.
unfortunately, i am feeling very lost and very alone and although i want to continue waiting for him for as long as he needs, unless i get some sign from him that this is still worth it, i can't go on. its been two months already and i know longer recognize myself and it hurts everyday a little more instead of a little less.
i don't mind being in pain as long as it will end at some point and as long as it is worth it in the end. sometimes you have to make sacrifices for the things you want... but even knowing that it is still very frustrating and every day is a little harder to get through.
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unfortunately, i am feeling very lost and very alone and although i want to continue waiting for him for as long as he needs, unless i get some sign from him that this is still worth it, i can't go on. its been two months already and i know longer recognize myself and it hurts everyday a little more instead of a little less.
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