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^my feelings.

i'm not dying tonight...

but when i realise he's gone, i will internally.

my fishyyy died, and i was punched in the face. yes.

oh, poo.

Josh, makes my day.

i feel sort-of like everything is falling down around me and i'm the only one who cares at all. i miss a lot of my old friends, and the simple, good time we had. growing up doesnt me you lose what you love, or does it ( Read more... )

I really wonder why I can't seem to settle on a journal, but constantly want a new, better, prettier one. I want an awesome layout. I want a better smile. I want I want I want.

But I can't have.

So honestly, you have to ask me: WHY ISN'T THIS GOOD ENOUGH?

I guess we'll never know.

... Will we?

Britt's pissed at me. WHY? I don't know, she doesn't care to explain it to me so whatever.

And. School's alright... Hmm. I cleaned my room, found a few dollars, bought some gas for my car, and that's all. I hate algebra. A lot.

Saw was really good... Really, really twisted, but good. It hurt my brain a little. And Ashes kept trying to grab my hand and hold it - she's a lesbian so it only a little tripped me out ( Read more... )

Hmm.. school's been okay... Though. The most gorgeous girl in my school is now going after the guy I like.

Mhm. The tag on my shirt itches.

I'm going to see 'Saw' tonight. A bit excited. Really excited.

That's all. :)

I'm still going to update this.
but it's public, from here out.

and now, i have a new friends-only journal.
cenophobia

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