So, Trevor has been gone for just over a day now. We took him to VT yesterday, and saying goodbye to him was the hardest thing I think I had done in a looong time. I started crying a little bit, and had to repeat I'm not going to cry, over and over again multiple times. Dad is obsessing over Trevor and the corp of cadets. Today he was suppose to ( Read more... )

so school starts soon, I dont think that I am really actually ready but then again I am ready for this year to come already so that I can get this year over with already. Ben is still at football camp, I haven't talked to him since yesterday afternoon, oh well I guess..not much I can do about it. I have be catching up with some friends that I have ( Read more... )

so I absolutely and completely hate not being able to do marching band. I miss all of my marching band friends that I had. I am sooo scared that once school starts and marching season really starts kicking in and everything, that they are going to have get togethers and I am going to miss out on them because I am not in marching band :( I miss ( Read more... )

so I am in Blackburgs, Virginia!
and it is by far the most beautiful state I have ever been in, in my entire life. When you first get into Virginia from North Carolina all you see are mountins. Trevor is going to Virginia Tech, and literally in their backyard are themountains. The campus is remarkable, it is sooo huge. Trevors class of 2010 at VT by ( Read more... )

yay for I am 16 now ( Read more... )

theres only eight more days until I turn sixteen :)

everything at this house is hell, I am embarrassed to bring the love of my life here. Yeah I know that he knows what happens because he hears it over the phone but he shouldn't be brought into it like she has been doing to him. I have been so stressed out it is ridiculous. I really just want to ( Read more... )

so we only have 3 half days left ( Read more... )

As we grow up,
we learn that even the one person
that wasn't supposed to ever let you down
probably will.
You will have your heart broken
probably more than once
and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too,
so remember how it felt
when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love
for things an old one did.
You'll cry ( Read more... )

so life is amazingggg. it's unbelievable how fast your life can go from terrible to the most amazingly perfect life you ever thought you would have.


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so this weekend was yet another amazing one.

Last Friday did the usual, went to bens.
Last Saturday was Ben and I's one month (:
I went to his house, Patrick had his little birthday party going on so they went to play lazer tag so his parents left us dinner and left us alone. We just hung around and watched movies and stuff :) haha.
Saturday was also ( Read more... )