Thank you Shannon and Nate and everyone else.

[localshadows]

well last night was better then what I imagined. My older brother turned 18 yesterday and Shannon and I came up with the idea of throwing him a suprise birthday party.. it wasn't much of a suprise but Shannon made him a cake with a BUTT LOAD of icing.. haha it was good. Esp. since Nate AND Shannon dropped my peice. lol I think it made him really

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[dereknitrorc]

that is good that you are trying to make your brother as happy as you can. he will find someone else, there are definitely plenty of other fish out in the sea as I was told when I was dating my girlfriend but I never listened to them. We were going to get married next summer and had everything already laid out...problem...she goes off to college and breaks up with me but says she wants to get back together next summer right? Well two weeks later on what would have been our one year anniversary she says that we are no longer meant to be and bla bla bla...so ya my g/f broke up with me the same time that Trevor's broke up with him. I felt like dieing, I didn't feel a purpose in this world like I had no meaning. I did that for almost two months, but you know what? I changed...I started thinking postively about life and that there really is other fish in the sea. After my g/f broke up with me I prayed and prayed that God would let me get back with her but He didn't, He had much better plans for me. I have changed drastically in the past

[localshadows]

thanks Derek. Do you know my brother?

[dereknitrorc]

that I do, I use to go to Boy Scouts with him at Troop 501 until I got Eagle Scout and then I moved to Texas for awhile and when I came back I just kind of stayed out of scouts.