Heartbreak is stupid

abandoned at birth. a child unwanted. a child unloved. left to falter in the world alone. brought into the world in the middle of a storm. a storm continuing to take over her mind for her whole life. people fighting- always to get rid of her- never to hold on to her. the girl people only loved when they loved it. no one there in the dark, in the ( Read more... )

love is the answer.
it always has been.

i'm changing so the person i loved can trust in people again.
i want to be better to make you happy.
to make me happy, to love me, and to love again.

love is every answer i've ever looked for.
and now i know.

it's never too late to let love in.

at first i lost my love.
and now i've lost the girl.
the girl i fell in love with has turned into a monster.
we will be forever broken.

time to move on.

You know what I hate??
Letting people in and trusting them not to hurt you and then getting hurt.
I guess it's good I didn't give you everything because I'm already hurting too much.
I wish you were still here so I oukd give you ALL of me.
I love you

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i love you.
i'm trying to be the best friend i can be and put my feelings aside for you.

i'm going to miss you everyday for the rest of my life.

i've pretty much fucked up the best thing i could have ever had in my life.
all because i'm insecure.
i love you with all my heart.
forever and always.