The last couple of days have been absolutely *AWESOME* again! Last night Chris and Vic came over to chill with amanda, mia, amd me. We watched The Notebook and Lilo and Stitch! Everything was going percect and then the best thing ever!!! CHRIS ASKED ME OUT AGAIN ! HE ASKED ME OUT! YAY! IM SO HAPPY! I CANT BELIEVE HE ASKED ME OUT! It was like ( Read more... )

I havent updated in such a long time! A lot has happened lets start with Me n Chris are perfect! We are really good friends and it all happened because of Epcot! A lot of things happened there but nothing bad lol! I am still a good girl. He told me he was starting 2 like me again and just my weekend was perfect....we all went bowling and it was so ( Read more... )

Omgosh! i havent updated in the longest time....and so many things have happened. I still am crying myself to sleep! Which sucks the biggest ass in the world. Its like the only way i can get to sleep these days..and thats when my emotions really do come out when nobody is watching. Well me and megan really dont talk anymore..its like she doesnt ( Read more... )

I am now depressed. I hate being depressed. My life just stared rolling down hill and it wont stop. Everything is turning out 2 be soo horrible. My crisis with the thing i updated about last night, which i cried myself to sleep...it was actually very reliveing all these emotions just started coming out, and i had a good long cry. It actually felt ( Read more... )

Hey..i found out a lot of things today. Some of the things i found out really suck. I had some chats with certain people who will be kept nameless. This certain special person likes somebody. Well it kinda hurts alot. :( I did some balling and crying today. Mostly a lot of thinking, but i definetly am not gonna ruin anything for anybody and im not ( Read more... )

He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt. .He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing. He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice. And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends. When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear. He'll ( Read more... )

Today i left school after lunch b/c my knee was hurting like mad crazy! its sooo weird! Right after third hour i got out of my desk when the bell rang and my knee just started to fuckin kill the fuck out of me! Michael was right next 2 me thank god i would have died with out him there. We walked on the ramp down the stairs and i went 2 my locker ( Read more... )

This weekend was SO MUCH FUN!! omg my family and jessica aka T.P. lol went to fort meyers! it was a whole lotta fun! My weekend started on friday we went to go pick up jessica and then when we got home i asked my dad if i could go driving he said yes..so we all piled in the car and i am sucha "great" driver! lol ima good turner and circler and ( Read more... )

Okay today was another good day! which was awesome by the way but i realized something...I realized i dont like that sophmore i was telling you guys about. His gorgeoussness and extremely hottness just got to me. I still like chris and i still cant get over him. I dont know what makes him soooo special where i still have to be stuck on him. Stuck ( Read more... )

Im so glad that when i have a bad day usually a good day follows it..its kinda of like karma..well a little bit! hehehe Well today my day was good...boys r bipolar i swear! Chris and Vic and all the boys were nice 2 me today..it was so incredibly fun! i love it when the guys r nice 2 me...all boys r bipolar especially chris and vic. oh well..but i ( Read more... )