if someone said to me - 'i need you up at 4:30 in the am' - i'd say 'no, that's my time and you can't have it', or, seriously consider the consequences of not doing that. unlike me, my stepmom has no problem with it. she'll work a 8 - 10 hour day, make cupcakes for a person she sorta knows that's dying of cancer in a hospice somewhere, ninja into ( Read more... )

today was my last day of classes. three more exams left and i'm done! i'll never have another java class. boo! nor xml, javascript, wsdl, or soap classes either. those hurt my soul and i'm glad they're over. maybe i know something more? i'm not sure really. i'm fucking beaming but a little sad i won't be programming any longer with my ( Read more... )

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all along the florida/alabama border where i live there has been some seriously fucked up weather. friday night was the worst. i really don't mind rain. it feeds my plants and relaxes me when i'm in bed. however, friday night everyone was gone and i was alone. the wind got so bad i was sure there would be a tornado and thought i would be safer ( Read more... )

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hiv negative!!!

i began to nurture some doubt about going back to cz. i don't know if i can be that cold ever again. i was contrasting blasted gray landscapes of dilapidated concrete with the soft green life exploding from my gardenings. the choice seems clear. but real life choices are never clear. just when i needed it, direction came to me in the form of a ( Read more... )

phew...look at this stupid thing i made for my iprogramming class. we just had to demonstrate simple i/o stuff but i spent the evening playing with silly html stuff. it doesn't do anything so if you press the button it will only bitch at you ( Read more... )

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