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• my room looks like shit and i hate waking up in there. but i can't afford things like a bed or wall niceties yet. chris rightly calls it - the orphanage.
  
• i miss smoking cigarettes today. something is missing...
  
• i applied for an IT job at pensacola state today on my lunch hour, which turned into a 2.5 hours lunch "hour".
  
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Paul : What do Puerto Ricans know about theatre? Now they have Channel Forty-Seven - but then they didn't have anything. But my father loved movies. And he'd take us to Forty-Second Street. And we'd come out of one movie and go to another and another movie - I don't know why - but I loved musicals ( Read more... )

holy motherfuck do i ever want a cigarette tonight. i thought about them a lot today. some days i don't. most days i do. my stepmom goes - don't you feel soooo much better??? aren't you glad all that's behind you. no bitch, i wanna fuggin' smoke. i don't feel any differently at all. only i'm extra stressed that i can't have a cigarette. ( Read more... )

i haven't had sex since last may when graham graced me with amazing, borderline supernatural penis. is that normal for a gentleman of my age? i don't count the random car grinding with the boot camp boy. i didn't cum and neither did he ( Read more... )

my esteem for my parents has drastically declined since the 4th and seems to be dwindling by the day. there's far to much history and boring shit to say so i'll make it short ( Read more... )

how can it be that i'm still working nonstop with next to zero free time? i'm burnt out y'all. more so than i think i have ever been in my entire existence. time and a half school since january '08 will do it ( Read more... )

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i've been in geek heaven working with hail. it doesn't get much better than playing with flash and designing with photoshop and fireworks for me. hopefully i'm getting better. and coding in dreamweaver is super simple. almost too simple. i really like coding and it kind of sucks the nerdiness out of it... oh well, it's fast ( Read more... )

what have i been doing since thursday? not a fucking thing. i finished my semester, refloored the upstairs, played on the vidya, and smoked a little lot in the garden. mainly, i've been playing with nephews in the park in our hood (one day i'll a bastard of my very own). and i shaved all but a strip down the center of my head down with a 1 ( Read more... )