so out of place.

i don't belong.

anywhere.

failing. and falling.

and i feel so alone.

as always.

but everyone is watching.

just that. watching.

watching me fall.

and flail. and drown.

alone. and nothing more.

their eyes don't really see me.

nobody really does.

and this is how i feel.

this melancholia is ever-present.

Vans Warped Tour in Indiana. I'd really love to go, because there are quite a few more bands I'd love to see there who aren't coming to Chicago (AFI being the main one ( Read more... )

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my houdini is no longer among the living. ;[

Hehe. Blondie and The Sex Pistols are in the Hall of Fame now.

Hooray!

the Peacemaker
Test finished!

you chose BX - your Enneagram type is NINE.

"I am at peace"

Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.

How to Get Along with Me

• If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.
  
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So. Last week was quite terrible, as I so very keenly predicted. That goddamn accident just really was the cherry on top. I think my learning of The Juliana Theory's break up was like, the ice cream in the sundae ( Read more... )

My poor car..

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Hey, look, everyone else did this, and I'm bored now, too, so, here's that thing everyone else did ( Read more... )