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Improved, a bit
Now that I have released the anguish (a bit at least), I feel a little better.
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Progress? I think not...
I finally cried....over this whole "help me out" email from my principal. Paul thinks it will look good if I do. But it won't really matter. I could be really helpful and do whatever she wants and kiss everyone's ass, but that won't change a fucking thing. If the administration doesn't find that money, I'll still be out of a job.
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Me? Help you? Are you crazy?
So my principal just email me, the art teacher, and the gym teacher to see if any of us could cover the content literacy Teacher's class since she'll be at a meeting. The time I would do this is my only prep period that day. I already have a terrible schedule that day and have no interest making it harder on myself. I also feel shitty as hell after ( Read more... ) -
Pink Slip
Spoiler alert!!! They aren't pink. I have two to prove it.
Overall, I'm ok. I haven't cried, except for a few tears. I mean, if you ignore the undercurrent of anxiety and the sudden lack of hunger, I'm fine.
But I'm not fine. I mean, everything will be ok. My job is probably fine, this was just a precautionary measure, blah blah blah. But I'm so ( Read more... ) -
Crazy dreams and slow days
So I had a great dream last night that made me angry to wake up from!!! I was pregnant and was about to have my baby. I was so excited!!! But then I woke up and realized it was not real. I'm still vibrating from that excitement, even though I don't want to start a family now, ya know?
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Liberate My Madness
I was listening to "Liberate" by Slipknot on the radio and I was missing those days when I had to walk to high school because I had no license. Everything was a lot simpler. I would wear my over-sized hoodie and mouth the lyrics walking towards one of my favorite places...Woburn High ( Read more... ) -
"Forgive and forget"? Or forget to forgive? That is the question...
I have found that over time wounds heal. Whether they are physical wounds, breakup wounds, or friendship wounds. As long as you don't pick them, they heal! I have had fights with everyone that is close to me and 90% of them I have forgiven because I didn't "pick" at them. But what happens when you pick at them? Let me tell you ( Read more... ) -
An old-young story
My Grandfather (or Papa, as I was raised to call him) was in the hospital Thursday. What happened???? Well ( Read more... ) -
"Dream A Little Dream Of Me"....
I saw Inception last Friday. It was amazing how it all worked. I wish I could control my dreams like that, however, unless you have the special drugs they use, once you realize you're dreaming, you wake up. I think we all wish we could control our dreams, make the outcomes in our favor, get rid of that "projection" of that person we can't stand... ( Read more... ) -
To all of the MUTUALS out there...
Good evening. I am writing to those of you, and you'll know who you are soon enough, that share a part of what I am about to tell you. I have sat in silence and pain for years now, thinking if I broke this silence, I would appear to be a drama queen. However, my silence has been the noose around my neck. Instead of being informative, I have been ( Read more... )