Im feeling super low. I went home to lay down. Guts are shredded.

I want to call her. Im wigging out. I failed her to save myself and it didnt work.

Dont have his baby. Just dont. Stay true to yourself.

I feel like theres something wrong. Its been wrong. He cant be treating her right for this long... if she thought i was bad, this guys lined up to ( Read more... )

Why cant they see what i see?

Why cant they hear the lies?

brand new day

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Its getting easier to look to the future, as a whole... more painful to look to the past.

Today is of failure. Hungover on zyprexa, cbd got me high, i overspent, i accomplished also nothing. Had a few run ins with a few "past" people. Each mighr as well had a sign around there necks "not here, not in the last"

If i am to recapture that feeling, the ( Read more... )

We going over the 8 emotions

I always felt guilt about loving her. I felt like "i didn't earn this" "i didn't deserve this". .. like getting a free meal i didnt pay for.

tortures of the damned

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I can see why i was shielded from kingdom hearts... its dripping in bad dialogue and meaning within meaning and a barrage of symbolism... gorsh.

As a game its just a low poly casual tier arpg with more cutscene than gameplay. Good lord, it takes 3-5min to fight and 10-15 to watch the videos... dripping in symbolism though... i can't even process it ( Read more... )

Thanks backslide ass zyprexa .....

I lost my one true love over the guilt of her emotional cheating. Every day i wake up and look for her text.. "im sorry" ... "can we talk" ... even just, "hey".

I know itd be months early, but remember [Hope is my sin]...

my new album arrives weds... imma play it till i wear it out. Im post it every other day. Im ( Read more... )

Mixed/manic episode, doctor took me off this and hopefully I get to have a good week and continue to recover without it

until it sleeps

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