I got another job again. The 3rd one this year. I am going to be starting at the TA's Wendys hopefully tomorrow. I am supposed to go in and I haven't even filled out an app yet and already I am hired. Steven is the manager and he said that I have a job there if I want it. He over heard one of the conversations during breakfast this morning. So that ( Read more... )

Ok so maybe today isn't that bad of a day because it turns out that I have lots of people liking me. Mostly guys but at least I am talking to someone in Madison and it is hitting off pretty good so far I think. I shaved the bottom of the back of my hair on Tuesday because I was alittle emo and pissed off. Everyone likes it except for Curtis but he' ( Read more... )

I am so fed up with my family and everyone else that is involved in my life right now. My aunts split after 23 years and they raised me as their daughter and now its finally over. Another set of parent figures are seperated for the rest of my life. This has taught me a lesson in life. I shall no longer allow nor let anyone into my heart again. I ( Read more... )

For the past 9 days it has seemed like 3 weeks. Life I know is so short but it has seemed like it isn't going by fast enough. Christmas is in 6 weeks and Thanksgiving in 3, yet I have nowhere to go and I will spend these holidays alone. I miss Christmas purposely simply because I hate it. Laura is busy with her family and so is Betty. Wow I thought ( Read more... )

I GOT A JOB!!! But I won't say what it is. So far so good. I made $240 and I just started. I have money so I'm happy. I'm really fucking high feeling right now. Oh it's great. I feel so much more releaved and confident and oh I don't know another time that I can say I loved everything in my life and certain people. I am really not knowing right now ( Read more... )

Hey fuckers! How's it going? I have never been so happy in my entire life. I am going through some things that I want to just jump at and be like ok you know what this is how it's going to be okay? But I can't because I don't want to seem too pushy or anything so maybe I should just keep it the way it is because it seems to be working out for me. I ( Read more... )

Over at Crystal' house right now and she isn't hear because it's her birthday and she went out to the bar. She texts me to tell me that I should go to her house and spend the night and that she likes me and stuff. The reason we broke up the first time was because we had no time for each other because we were on the extremes to finding a job. For ( Read more... )

Went bowling yesterday in Beloit and went to the Carom Room with Dav. Then we got lost going and trying to find somethign to eat at 2 in the morning and we started driving towards Monroe it was so funny. Then we went to my house for my phone charger and then went to Lake Geneva. It was so funny and so much fun. I'm over at Crystal's right now. Like ( Read more... )

What a week. What can I say besides that my whole life has been turned upside down and there is nothing that I can do about it. Everyone has bailed on me so far except for 4 people. OOO! Big deal. Then I come to find out that I have to go to another funeral on this coming Tuesday. Because my Grandpa's brother blew his head off. He was a nice guy so ( Read more... )

I writing on LJ I like my xanga better. I have so much hyperness in me man. I just want to go bazerk. like BBBBBLAaaaaaaaaaaaaaHhhhhhhhhhhhh fdskfhdskhgfjhjghfldgd. Man I'm freaking out! Anyways just went to a wedding today and this guy was there and he was really hot. OOOWWWEEEYYYY!!! Anyways don't know what else to write. Off to my xanga.