wow i just got done writing on my xanga and now i am starting to write on this one. i don't pay much attention to the internet lately nowadays. oh my god when i came on here and seen that tia wrote me i was shocked because it wasnt expected. i think the reason i dont come on here as often anymore is because i have a job well kind of. i am self- ( Read more... )

Yeah tired but working on getting out to Madison to Club 5 the gay club, Oh that's hott!! Anyways I have been running around doing useless things with my life all day today. I am so bored. I am just over at my friend Tony's house and tehir is his hubby here and some other random people and some bitch from Beloit. Oh well shit happens, so yeah. ( Read more... )

It has been awhile since I wrote but updates are good. Everyone moved away. Jake moved to Illinois because his dad kicked him out awhile ago like 3 weeks or a month. Amie and Ashley moved to Tennessee for the summer and me and Jessy are still here. So it's good that we still are friends. She's been going out with Luke from the mall for a little ( Read more... )

I was having a good 2 days until everything just came apart. I found out that I have until the 8th to find another place. That sucks alot I know. I have to be independant and try to figure this all out on my own. I'm just afraid that I will make the wrong choice and fuck my life up alot worse. I am trying here but I am just barely pulling out of ( Read more... )

It has been awhile since I had written anything on but I figure what is the point? No one worth while will read this and care enough to comment on it. So why do I continue to write shit that no one takes the time to read. I saw Tia a couple of days ago for 20 minutes about. Not a whole lot of time to be able to spend with her but all and all I took ( Read more... )

The end of everything that goes good is going to end now. I've been really emo for the past couple of days. I hve not yet gotten a call from anyone in my family. shows how much they really must care about me. No picking up the phone to say hi. Not even one letter to see how things are going or telling me about them and their lives. I can understand ( Read more... )

I don't care if you like me or not! I don't care if you beat me! Kill me! Hurt me! Torture me! Or anything thing else you can think of! In general, I dont care about much of anything. Fuck Most of you. Rough times. Fuck jobs. If you have one. I get fired from fucking assholes. Fuck peopel who dont turn in lost possessions like cell phones if you ( Read more... )

I wish I could turn back time to when before I was born. Go back to the time when my parents first met. changed it all around so that i could be well not here. not a person. the way i get treated anyway is me not being as a person but as a rock or a pebble that could be kicked or thrown around as wanted. I just dont care about myself like i used to ( Read more... )

I am so liking the things that have been happening the past week. It seems everyday that I wish for something to happen, it comes true. Well, almost everything. I didn't go to the mall today for once. I'm glad I didn't go(no offense Tia) but i had a great night. I got so lucky. Well first, I walked over to Carla's house, which took about a half ( Read more... )

Things are starting to fall to pieces far away from what was happening. It's not often I get the things that I truly want. I wish I got one thing that I am seeking. I desperately need ot think of something to make everything fall back into plan. I am not going with Tia to the mall tomorrow. Instead I am walking to the Billard and play pool... by ( Read more... )