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[lofidelityinred]

mentally i seem to be in recovery

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[warholicfactory]

My dear boy, why are you changing your major? Not that its a bad thing, Im just curious. As for your felling bad, well, I think maybe its time you went a bit easier on your body, yes? Not like thats news to anyone, I think we're all subconciously trying to kill ourselves these days... Uhg. Maybe you were right and it is the fall season beating down on us. Much love to ya

~Bailey

[lofidelityinred]

dearest bailey. darling

[whippycracker]

sounds like you're doing better. good luck with that, as if it has anything to do with luck.

[lofidelityinred]

im having moments of betterness..lately.
a few lucid times here and there..

but yah. luck..
oh luck..

[whippycracker]

well, at least if you ever get fully better, you'll be better than most people because you'll have had something equally horrible to compare it to.

[somethingbetter]

there is no getting better, rome. i am so tired of this fucking societal shit. and i am so tired of pretending i want to get better when all i really want is to do drugs and neck. nothing is getting better. least of all me.
but i am happy for you about your 'rents and about philly and about all the good things. but i don't know anymore.
i just don't. beacause all in all i am just too tired to even care to know.
let's run away, eh>?
let's you and i just do it.
and then i will have exactly the right theme and words for the story i've always wanted to tell.

oh, ps. i hope you don't mind that i called you rome, heh, i really don't know why i do that. you can shorten/change my name, too if you want. or just hit me. that works.

[lofidelityinred]

ill shorten your name alright, AL.

see this is what i mean about..medication.
its really no better than just pretending.
it doesnt give you coping skills, it allows you to cope by pretending.
and pretending, we all know, isnt half as much fun as the real thing.
drugs and necking? amen.
running away? i already said a few times, lets.

[somethingbetter]

wow wow wow
i didn't expect you to see that so soon.
we must.
i want to talk to you now.
this sucks.
sigh.
al works, rome. heh. you can still hit me, if you want.

[lofidelityinred]

hit you..
hmm..im not much of a sadist..really
but i can pretend.
:P

[somethingbetter]

yesssss! score one for the me team. score one for the you team, too. let's just uh... score.

[lofidelityinred]

score conjures up lots of images
a)cheerios
b)speed
c)cheerios
d)cheeros
e)did i mention cheerios?

and where are you. ive been bumming around all day and still no call.