"God from the machine ( Read more... )

I hope for the shackles to be cut from my ankles. If this is permanent, may the sovereign powers pull me away from any unnecessary breath. Because a world that I don't agree with is no world I could contribute to. Although I'm fighting for every step mentally, I feel as though there is peace beyond this period. Up to this point, I've been trying to ( Read more... )

I'm joining the Air Force. I've run out of reasons to stay. Run out of people to stay for.

And that's that.

Oh my, how the years seem to recycle themselves. Even without looking behind us, the same attitude and vibe seems to come back around the earth with the wind every few years. If I didn't know any better, I'd say that 2005 and 2007 got a little mixed up and made their way over here ( Read more... )

Oh 2006... how you shaped me. What a young, naive young man I was. I wrote this back then. I'm well past my weird poetry days... but I still like this.

I’ll pull the light to my eye
Hoping to catch some glimpse of shine
Hoping a beam will await me at the end
To lift me
Lift me above
Above the
Crookedness of mortality
Above the
Dankness of normality
Above the
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And hand out the last few charms.

The key I've been searching for has been discovered. This key I speak of... it unlocks the chest. This chest I speak of.... it contains all of the love and respect and selfworth I rid myself of oh so many times. I'll wave hello, and wish I'd never waved goodbye. This love I speak of... it was distributed to my ( Read more... )

  I'm having a harder time differentiating what's real and what isn't lately.Things are continuing to blur. What is real... what is dream?

It seems as if everyone is leaving. I know they need it. But what happens from here? In a year it may just be Jess and I remaining. Jimmy, DJ, Jesse Alex, ( Read more... )

A life in retrospect. I'm a living retrospective. A dying introspective.

Everything is not as it has been. It is good. It is bad. The beginning is coming to an end. Some have been lost. Others gained. The importance of oneself is questioned and reaffirmed.

I'm thinking.

Let's skip the whole dodgy overtone and get down to what's really there.
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I'm starting to wonder why as of recently, I've been very disoriented. I've felt drugged. Out of body, really. I'm not sure. But I have an idea.

I, however, am happy. Content.

But would love nothing more than to feel a bit of control.

I could be king. And you could be queen.

We could be heroes just for one day.

But we could be there forever and ever.