wow its been a while since I have logged into my livejournal.  I may add this place again to start posting some things.  So many blogs, so little time.

"It's easy to tell me not to kill myself... the hard part is actually giving a damn once I decide to stick around."

 
We’re still the children we were then And we never found a way We never did get home Where’s Mommy? Daddy? Where’d they go? They’ve left us here alone And with all the arts we mastered And all the things we’ve known Who’s going to take us home? We’re still the children we were then Who’s going to take us home?
And I hope you know that after all ( Read more... )

I'm still alive
Must have been a miracle
It's been a hell of ride
Destination still unknown
It's a fact of life:
If you make one wrong move with the gun to your head
You better walk the line or you'll be left for dead

I'm a runaway train on broken track
I'm a ticker on a bomb, you can't turn back this time
That's right
I got away with it all and I' ( Read more... )

 Well, it is time to end the sabbatical away from the online world ( Read more... )

Within the cold darkness of the blue
the withered soul sits, beaten with its gloom
A spark of life, so desolate and cruel
Wanting nothing more to do with the cruetly of the world

Sitting alone, inside itself, it wonders what it all means
Feeding on loneliness, starving for affection
Nothing said, nothing done, but waiting for its end to come
Whereas ( Read more... )

Its really sad that my death will mean nothing...

My wrist ache to be open,
to let the darkness in.
To free this lifeless body of mine
to open the door, and slip right in
Let the crimson tide flow,
releasing the human soul
Fly free from the pain and witness
the birth of something new
releasing thy self from this
life of sin

Its been several months since I last posted here... not that it really matters...  I found that I have nothing left to really say ( Read more... )

it ends tonight.