why is it that when u think u know people, they aren't what u thought. this weekend i just felt like the whole world was mad at me and anything i did someone would be pissed at me for. i haven't cried so much over so many things in a long time. i need to get away from tampa so bad. i am under so much stress and i just want to get away. i feel like ( Read more... )

so today turned out to be an okay day. i got a 72% on my math test when i was sure i failed it and thought i was going to have to drop the class. so maybe there is hope for me in math. i need to catch up on my psych work. i really want to keep doing well like i did on the last test. i also went to firehouse subs w/Alex. he's a sweet kid, but i told ( Read more... )

i am so tired of not having money. its stressful on me and my tummy. i cannot afford to buy grocery's until next friday. this is so sad b/c i don't even have alot of food in my apt. i guess i will have to ration rice and popcorn. i am a true college student now! i just hope the hunger pains dont kill me. lol

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i have just been so busy trying to get all my school stuff together. i have had a test almost every week. i just had another psych test that i studied my ass off for, and now i wait in suspense for that grade. i swear if i dont do well on that test i might as well drop out now ( Read more... )

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some boys can be so mean and some can make u want to smile. i want a boy to make me smile!

so right now this week hasn't started out so well. i got another bad grade on a test, i have a psych test tomorrow, a paper due that i think came out shitty, i have no money once again to buy groceries, and the only reason i have to work this week is to help them do a floor move. i need to get my shit together for school b/c i am not doing so hot ( Read more... )

this weekend i went home w/brandi. did somethings that some may hate me for. i dont know what i should do. i have gotten myself in the worst mess, i never know how to make a descion. i cant concentrate on school stuff. i am not doing good which is so unlike me. everything is happening to fast i just wish the world would stop so i could catch up. i' ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty great. i got my new job and i met a really nice guy and went on our first date saturday night. he is so sweet and makes me laugh. he is in 2 of my classes so i will be seeing him a lot. even jon thought he was cute and his opinion means a lot to me b/c he would have made fun of me if alex was ugly and i hate when he does ( Read more... )