I feel more focused as of late ( Read more... )

you know, i guess everything could always just be alot worse.

I think I need to move to Manhatthen in the next few years. I have a feeling its a place to be for me. Its where alot of young composers are becoming something.

I'm thinking maybe I could transfer after next year?
Although my potential advisors seem cool.

i'm flightly.

Oh my lord ( Read more... )

Jesus man,

"Summer is too long"

its been a month.

so.3 more to go?

Jesus.

Well kids.

I got accepted in the M.Mus Composition program at University of Calgary. With money.

This MAKES ME SO HAPPY!

I still want to go to U of Manitoba, because of the the possibility of doing both piano and composition (YUM).So I wait.

But yes.

if i don't hear back from grad schools soon, I am going to blow up and kill people.

REALLY NOW.
this is absolutely ridiculous.

Everyone else has found out whether they are in or not. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE..

its making me insane. INSANE.

Ive neglected Livejournal for far too long ( Read more... )

My life is like a crack pipe these days. Not that I've ever smoked one. I havn't. But I'm sure theyre how I feel right now ( Read more... )

some days, I just wish someone would take a giant gun and shoot me in the head with it ( Read more... )