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t question...
i'm four days late... do you think it's cool to do a shot w/out alcohol swabs ( Read more... ) -
FRIENDS ONLY
So this journal became friends only a while ago, but I guess I'll make it official now with this little update post. It's friend only! If you want to be friends add me, and I'll add you back if I know you, you could also leave a little coment here explaining how we know/knew each other or if you post on FTM or something I'd be more than happy to ( Read more... ) -
and yet more!
jenn cooper, who got me WASTED for the first time. rachel and lauren. ROBISON. I LOVE ROBISON. and everyone else at mhc... -
more nostalgia
big sister bacca and sibling wendy... i love you guys so much. :-D -
My Mom Is Cool
Last night I had a talk with my mother. I've been really stressed out lately about my chest and a myriad of other things. We talked for hours, and it was the only time that we actually talked about my trans stuff that wasn't in the context of me coming out to her. I expressed my great discomfort about my chest. Told her that I wasn't sure if I ( Read more... ) -
meltdown, hasn't happened in awhile
well, i just had a complete meltdown. this hasn't happened in a while. it didn't even happen this week on my period. i have been doing relatively well with my chest recently. but about five minutes ago i crashed. all of a sudden. well fuck. and i feel stupid. i wonder if anyone else does this or if it is just me and i'm over emotional. or if my ( Read more... ) -
Mulch
Today Jess and I mulched. It was fun. I got to play with mulch and a wheel barrow. My shoulders are killing me though. I really LOVE my job. It's amazing and fun and wonderful. Reminder to self: Thank Stacey again for hooking me up ( Read more... ) -
FUCKING PERIOD
Whenever I'm on my period my gender issues explode in a horrible gnarled mess of badness. My breasts are enormous. It doesn't matter how tight I bind, even if I wear two, they will never be flat enough. Esepecially on my period. Everytime I go to the bathroom I am reminded that I'm not what I wish I could be. I saw a guy in the parking lot today ( Read more... ) -
Do I really sound like that?
so yesterday when the steph/stef's had my phone i called them to find out when i would be getting my phone back. i left myself a long rambling message. then i checked it. i was shocked to hear my own voice over the phone. do i really sound like that? do i really sound like such a girl? wow reality check. -
1st night in pearsons
the first night in pearsons was alright. miranda (my roomie) is pretty chill. didn't do much. just kind of collapsed and watched some project chefway. so yeah. i think lincoln lives in this dorm. i'm gonna go and look for her.