After months of not updating for real I have decided to post something again. This summer has if anything been a large learning experience. After having a girlfriend who turned out to be a complete stalker ( that my parents let move in after only 3 days of dating :\) I've learned that real relationships can not be rushed and if anything get to know ( Read more... )

Unholy Confessions by Avenged Sevenfold ( Read more... )

I need to update more lol. I have had a blast these past few days. I feel more at ease now then I have for a long time, and I finally feel like I'm doing the things I'm doing for the right reasons. I'm really looking forward to Spring Break, and hope nothing happens to change plans. Not a whole lot more to say except that.

Davey Boy

So last night I hung out with Ian and Sarah after everyone went to bed. Ian left around 4:30 and sarah at 5. I didn't go to bed till 6ish. *Yawn* So very tired lol.

Well it's 3:32 AM, and I woke up about an hour ago after sleeping for about two hours and havn't been able to get back to sleep. Then I figured What the hell I may as well go to LJ, and here I am. Classes are going good so far this semester. After coming here I find I really don't have that much to say. It's funny really when your lying in bed and ( Read more... )

So I went and saw Cliff friday. It was kind of funny in my opinion. I was sitting there waiting for him to come and get me and I couldn't stop shaking I was so nervous. Then when I got into his office everything changed. I usually have trouble opening up to people, but I had no trouble with Cliff. I guess that is his job though huh. We talked about ( Read more... )

You know I fully understand that what I did was wrong, but in all honesty I don't hink it was right for people to talk to Nikki about what happened before I did. It especially pissed me off when Don ,someone who has no fucking idea what he is talking about, tells Travis that he needs to hit me some more. That's about all I have to say about that ( Read more... )

I just wanna go away right now. I don't even know why I'm here. Seriously what the hell is my purpose in life. It's pretty sad when you help other people with their problems when you are so screwed up you don't even know how to help yourself. I don't even know how long it's been sence the depression started. I can't remember now how long it's been ( Read more... )

SOOOOOO....... 14 days of inactivity. Wow that is such a long time lol. I think I've finally found out what is wrong with me. I've been focusing to much on filling what I've lost sence Kriss and I broke up. I mean looking back at the past two months I see someone I don't like. In and out of relationships unsure of who he is. I think for now I'm ( Read more... )

So here I am updating an hour and a half before I have to go into work today. I have alot of things on my mind as usual. I was hoping to be able to get into work around 4 so I could get my check and head on over to Sam Goody and pick the debut album by Versus The World. For those of you interested in what they sound like go to Read more... )