organized a poker game on friday and lost $10 in 3 hours, but jeff won $50 so i was happy. suppose to play again today with some people from work, but who knows if that'll ever happen. had people over last night for Halo party, went to bed around 5:00am. i cleaned out Pogo's tank today and did it ever need it. went grocery shopping last night too ( Read more... )

Jeff's house last night was fun. actually it was this morning when i decided to start drinking at around oh 6:00am. by 7:30 i was wasted and asleep. woke up at 11:00 with a hang over. drove home, showered and passed out again. now a still have a headache and a 3 page paper to write.

i think i need another beer.

i have the day off today, but i'm being forced by my dad to go to the viewing of my step-mother's dead uncle who i never met ( Read more... )

nothing comes easy and the stuff that does isn't really worth it in the end.
so many changes happen all at once, but everytime i survive and grow a little stronger.
i realized whenever i make a life changing decision... i change my whole life.
but each time i learn and prepare for what is to come.

today was my mom's b-day or actually yesterday the 26th was ( Read more... )

sitting on my bedroom floor eating triscuits.
the recyled air that's blowing through the
vents for some weeks now is starting to
get to me. or is it the lack of food that's
driving me insane. i bet if i didn't work at
a restaurant i would have starved to death
months ago.

what the fuck have i become
i've become the product of the sum
caught in this endless circle
i've become the stupidiest man in the world.

i'm 2 for 2. i've been to slapsticks 2 times and both times i've got in without being carded. tongnight i was oinly going to have a beer maybe two, but that didn't happen. aimee and marija from work asked me to have a drink or 5 with them so i did. i had 2 22 oz beers, and then drank 2 12oz beers that they ordered and didn't drink. so overall total ( Read more... )

after watching the tapes it was kinda funny, but while it was happening i felt like the biggest dickface asshole in the world. i still do ( Read more... )

it's so fucking hot outside and my apartment is nice and cool inside.
this is the best part of summer, when you have nothing to do all day, but
sit around and play video games and take a nap in the a/c. if i had a pool
then everything would be perfect