I'm not drinking because I'm bored and surprisingly lonely, I'm doin it just cause, I swear...*stares at road waiting for red car to show up* stupid need for company *kicks self in teeth*

Due to to many people not being able/interested in going to the Metro that is no longer happening (Oh no, the loss) so it's just drinks at my place. Figured anyone who was interested should get the heads up...so there it is....needy bitches.

*Double knee slides, hands in the air throwing up the horns* I GOT MY MOTHER FUCKIN ID !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YYEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAH.

Bout god damn time.

I aint much for reading poetry, uncultured as I am, never have been never will be (I know some people consider what I write to be poetry but I never have so feh) but I found this on some site I was kicking around on and it is just....well, fucking awesome really.

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,

Black as the Pit from pole to pole,

I thank ( Read more... )

One simple fucking thing. That's all I ask for, just one. Make something happen and for once just have it Work. Seriously damaging my Happy Calm.

Stab.

So I've been thinkin
And the thinking got me drinkin
Seems like it's one can for every bad day I've had
Yeah could be worse but it's bad
And on top of all that little shit I see them
Got the shadows of failure lurking over my shoulder again
Feels like my slice of the world jumps up and lands on me
I know most of it aint real but this feeling wont leave me ( Read more... )

Jesus suffering fuck cunt of pig and arse of mule holy sweet jesus and christ how it hurts brain snappy go splat and blah....Pretty much sums it up right about now.

What happens when you give your eleven year old brother a can o' rum ? Well...he gets drunk Reeeaaaal quick, that's what, then he stumbles....every where, and makes a total arse of him self, then you poke him till he falls over from twitching and you laugh at him, alot ( Read more... )

Once again I need to move, kinda urgent, like in a week, which is just fuckin wonderful, really, fuckin spectacular ( Read more... )

It's kinda funny when one looks back at their life, even recent past, and smiles at all the good things that happened only to remember that most of them blew up in your face...the sensation from having your mood ripped in two completely different directions at once is strange, slightly addictive when one is starved for any true kind of emotion ( Read more... )