Well now here I've gone and damaged my calm.
my emotions are all in a twist, going everywhich way. Up down and sideways. Fuck
I wish I were truely in love with myself then I could be calm and collected by these sort of things.
maybe it would be better to be alone and avoice that dagger in the back.

Fuck

the very deep e-mail address of my old friend Sakurako. I havn't talked to her in a long time. been thinking about her recently. I would e-mail her if I rememberd the other part to it. oh well. that is life. I'll probably never see her again ( Read more... )

It's summer break! well its actually been summer time for a while now, but thats beside the point. I started working at Xa:ytem today, its going to be a great learning experience working there. I'm a marketing outreach assistant. A title that sounds kinda important but isn't. Essentially I'm a tour guide, I'm the guy they are going to call ( Read more... )

term ends in two weeks, then exam hell, yay. I've been going to kali like crazy, I really enjoy it ( Read more... )

well its been a damn long time since the last . funny how things like this only get updated when im susposed to be doing something completely different. I have taken it up as a quest to learn how to write with both hands simultaniousely because ym hydrology class is really really boring, god i hate hydrology. at least my prof is funny, in a slap ( Read more... )

sometimes I hate having two pillows
because when I wake up I realize its just a pillow
and not somone i love held close to me.

well I went to the tourney and came back with a medal = happiness yay. I was the only guy in a van full of girls, ergo I was used as a pillow = yay! was hit on by cougers = ewww gross get this horrible taste out of my mouth ( Read more... )

but I have till friday to hang myself :D ( Read more... )

Going to victoria this weekend, im going to some silly karate tournament. By silly i mean it isnt isshinryu or a good healthy style of karate that teaches you to, as US Marine mst srg A J Advincula put it to "KILL KILL KILL ( Read more... )

yay
my eyes are dieing
on steroids to try and stop them
yay for anger
and short fuses.