Comments | lokiiago: LONDON: 2/8/11

lokiiago

LONDON: 2/8/11

Feb 08, 2011 13:47

Last night was interesting.

One of my and my romantic associate's ex-friends (let's call him K) started giving my bf shit about how my bf's whipped and I'm this big horrible person and I've ruined their friendship and all that. When I went on to ask if he'd speak directly to me if he feels so strongly against me, I discovered he'd done the brave ( Read more... )

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magicmumu February 8 2011, 14:35:26 UTC

Wow, this is a big cange. I hope you find someone who is wat you want and need and can keep up with you an all that. It never is easy saying goobye or walking away without looking back, so Icomend you for that.

Erin

lokiiago February 8 2011, 16:16:18 UTC

To clarify: the boyfriend is fine, it's the ex-friend who's a twat :P
But yeah...it isn't easy when the past keeps finding ways (to get to your hearrrt...it reaches way down deep and---ill stop now) to creep into the present.

magicmumu February 8 2011, 17:17:18 UTC

Sorry, I read that wrong. Seems to be happening alot. Maybe I need to learn to read, lol. So I am glad the romantic associate (I have never heard anyone use that term before) is alright. The friends, ugh. I have a friend who is sort of cmoing back into my life, someone who I lost touch with and I am afraid that we will just end up losing touch again. I don'twant to be a yoyo friend, someone who is alwaysthere when they go off and do their life and then when things are boring or gone, come back to me, because that just pisses me off.

Erin

lokiiago February 8 2011, 17:38:44 UTC

YES. That is what this friend was! He's going nowhere, his life is awful--yet he feels he can just dump me for this girl who hates me and expect me to not feel used? He can just come back and vent? DONT THINK SO. Not after two years. I'm better than that. He can fuck up his life by HIMSELF thanks.

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magrun February 8 2011, 15:11:34 UTC

Even though it sounds really, really tough, I am glad that you can breathe again :)

lokiiago February 8 2011, 16:16:54 UTC

Thanks :)
Yeah it's tough because I don't feel immediately better but I really trust it was the right move.

magrun February 8 2011, 19:34:11 UTC

I always feel that it's like surgery. It hurts a little afterwards but it was the right move because the dull feeling of uneasiness/pain from before will be gone.
<3

lokiiago February 8 2011, 19:35:07 UTC

The uneasiness is huge factor--you're right. I didn't put my finger on that til now.

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mein_zwitter February 8 2011, 20:35:36 UTC

As you know, I wholeheartedly approve. :D It's a nice feeling, isn't it? At least as nice as it can be given the circumstances.