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I am not sure how I am supposed to feel about this. I did a good thing and it made my friend happy, but I got embaressed when he put light on the fact that I got him something. My friend Pal lives in Mexico and, something that I thought wasn't possible, in a somewhat worse state than I am in regard to depression and finances. He is also someone who ( Read more... ) -
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Things aren't bad. Things are pretty good, actually. I got a job working with people with disabilities, helping them in their homes so they can still live independantly. I still hang at the family shelter at night. They let me be a third host. A couple of times people commented on how staffed or over staffed we were last night and that made me feel ( Read more... ) -
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I feel really good today. My situation isn’t ideal and I wouldn’t ask this on anyone, but at least I am not in an unsafe place and my spirits are high. I have been given permission to park at the family shelter I have been volunteering regularly at for the last two and a half years (the last year or so pretty much every Saturday), so that is safe, ( Read more... ) -
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I keep having dreams about people in my past, and all in the last week or so. I had a dream where Michaela and I were together again, cuddling and stuff even though we both knew it wouldn't/couldn't happen again. I had a couple of dreams about bitchface, once where we were friends again, and another where we started off as friends like that and ( Read more... ) -
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I don't even know where to begin. I have been having a hard time finding work. I admit I made a mistake just quitting the janitorial job. I guess I should have stayed, suicidal and a shitty company or not. I thought that job would have paid me by now but they hadn't. Myfather sent a check in the mail for rent but that hasn't come in yet. I told my ( Read more... ) -
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It has been an interesting week. I didn't reread the last post so I don't remember what all I put. I guess it doesn't really matter. I have been having a hard time at work. I was crying at work, wanting to die, it was just not good. They would dick around with how many hours I was doing and even then they wanted me to do a lot of stuff in the ( Read more... ) -
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This needs to stop now. I am more than pathetic with the Ash thing, and it needs to stop. I need to make like Elsa and let it go. I find myself mostly listening to music and playing either mahjong or solitaire because the internet has been out lately. I went to my volunteer night thing and got online there. One of the things that I saw was ( Read more... ) -
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I am not sure how I am feeling right now. I graduate college on Friday. My parents are coming in, and I think my mom and dad are going to be in the same room since Alex got married. That will be interesting. I don't know what will happen after the ceremony. I just know my dad will take me to a happy hour. As for my degree and such, I am not sure ( Read more... ) -
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Okay, so there is a related entries feature here now. Interesting. I doubt someone will read a whiney post and think 'you know what else I want? More or Erin's whiney self pity ( Read more... ) -
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You ever learn something about someone you hate and it makes it hard to hate them after that? And then you get angry because you can't hate that person anymore? I found out a while back that my mother had had gotten the type of diabetes that can be managed and go away. So over the course of the past few months to a year she had been eating better ( Read more... )