i have the best excuse for not eating. its ramadan now, so i can just say im fasting for religious reasons although i dont believe in god/allah etc. SCORE!
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no one probably remebers me, but my mom found out about mia about 6 months ago, so i decided to stop for her sake. i now realised how stupid that was, as i am at my all time high weight, with my bmi at 25.5. even though i am muscly, this is no way near acceptable. i want it to be 20, because then if you take my muscle into account, it will actually ( Read more... )

my mom. found out about mia

if you get prescribed adderell, does it get put on yor permanent pscho record and would that stop you from being an astronaut? also, how do people manage to fast without their parents finding out. my rents force me to eat food and i find it easier to abstain than restrict.
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omg i just looked at my friends photobucket and god, theres this picture of a monster! its an actual MONSTER! and guess who it is? ME! iknew i wasnt preety but i didnt know i was this ugly! im crying for FUCKS sake! you wouldnt think it would be a surprise! i dont know whats wrong with me. i know im fat and ugly. but i dont know, it jst really hit ( Read more... )

hey i just found something out. if you make a cup of green tea and then add 4 splenda tablets (0.8cal) then cool it then its awersome! i can live off it, so good! :)
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ps this post was longer and better but my mom came in so i had to close it quick and lost it

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my goal has changed to 112lbs. i can do this. that would make my bmi 16.84.
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my IDOL!!
http://www.upn.com/shows/top_model3/models/bio/eva.shtml
she is the definition of beautiful. no joke, i would kill someone dead to look like her!
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