So I've been fucking around on the pianos in the practice rooms during breaks while I practice. I wish I could write something positive but ya know when shit just ain't right, what you write isnt right either so suck my dick ( Read more... )

I want to get another tattoo on Thanksgiving weekend.
I want to get something pierced. I don't know what.
Possibly my nose, possibly my ear, possibly idk.
I want to come up with a cool design for a tattoo.
I want to be the one to come up with it.
I think it'll mean more.

sitting in the human resources computer lab on campus, completely alone. Lately I've realized I'm in such a better mood when there are people around me. This week has been a whirlwind of events that were not expected. To top it all off I had two quizzes and a huge test in Music History. I really hope I did well although lately I've been ( Read more... )

I walked on over to the circle k and bought myself some cigarrettes. i was craving them. i wanted something. i am sad and frustrated. i needed something. and this was it apparently. but i screwed myself over cause it was a two for one deal.

my uncle had a stroke. we're gonig to cali next weekend.

i never made anyone uncomfortable or at least never purposely made a situation uncomfortable. idk. people are so dumb and infantile sometimes about situations. im almost 20. cut out the kid shit. seriously ( Read more... )

it doesnt even matter, no more ( Read more... )

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ill be there tomorrow at around 4ish. frankie backed out because of some rehearsal thingy on saturday and well id rather he stay than feel guilty about leaving to yuma with me. yup. josh was up here yesterday. we had a lot of fun ( Read more... )

In my life I've encountered so many people that always wanted more out of life but never wanted to try. I myself have given up on several things. That was then. This is now. I want more. I want more than working an endless job that ultimately I wont always love. I want more than just a mediocre education. I want my kids to come to me for answers ( Read more... )

amazing. Josh is incredibly adorable. I never thought I would feel this way about someone in a really long time. He came out of no where and yet I'm extremely content. Some of the things he says to me are things that I always dreamed someone would feel about me. He just knows what to say and do and all that. I know I know, I'm all gaga over him but ( Read more... )